In other news it is looking like I will indeed be spearheading a reforestation campaign here in Wausau, and I can not tell you how overjoyed I am.  I have worked a long time to see things like this happen, and odds are I and hopefully a few other area residents will be planting native coniferous tree species next spring.  Check out the Commission website at gogreencentralwisconsin.com for updates on that and other things we are working on.

reprinted from, http://hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/site/?pageid=event_desc&edis_id=NC-20111227-33556-USA

A nuclear plant in Plymouth has been shut down after a suspected leak from the one of the plants safety relief valves. “An Nuclear Regulator Commission Resident Inspector was at the the Pilgrim nuclear power plant Monday to monitor the shutdown, which took place without any complications,” said Nuclear Regulator Commission spokesman Neil Sheehan. The Nuclear Regulator Commission says the Pilgrim nuclear power plant was shut down due to leakage from a valve which provides overpressure protection for the plant’s reactor coolant system. The NRC, in a statement said the valve opens when required, “to discharge reactor steam into the suppression pool, a large, donut-shaped reservoir of water located at the bottom of the reactor building.” NRC inspectors will also monitor the repairs to the valve and then also monitor the service restoration when the plans are completed.

http://hisz.rsoe.hu/alertmap/site/?pageid=event_desc&edis_id=NC-20111210-33341-JPN

Radioactive water leaked inside a nuclear power plant in southwestern Japan but did not escape into the environment, the government said Saturday. The leak Friday at Kyushu Electric Power Co.’s Genkai plant occurred as Japan attempts to stabilize a tsunami-hit nuclear plant on its northeastern coast where three reactor cores melted and large amounts of radiation were released into the air and ocean. Tetsuya Saito, spokesman for Japan’s Nuclear and Industrial Safety Agency, said 1.8 tons of radioactive water leaked from a pump in Genkai’s No. 3 reactor, and the cause was still under investigation. The water was funneled into a storage area and posed no safety risk, he said. Kyushu Electric issued a statement Friday about a pump problem but did not mention the leak. Officials at the utility were not immediately available for comment Saturday. “There have been various problems at Genkai,” Saito said. “But there is no safety problem as a result of what happened this time.” He said it was up to Kyushu Electric to determine whether to announce the leak. Genkai Mayor Hideo Kishimoto complained that the utility has not been fully open with information. “The local government needs to know,” Kyodo News agency quoted him as saying. “I have repeatedly demanded the utility change its ways.”

The final meeting was last night, and I managed to take over the Commission.  I am now the new chair, something I have wanted for a long time.  I am excited and nervous that I finally have the reins to the city environmental group and I plan to make the most of it.

I will be spending the next few weeks doing some much needed reorganization and streamlining, and will announce when the next meeting is (probably about a month) when these improvements have been completed.

But congratulations to me, I’ve waited a long time for this:)

Hey there y’all.  Today is Mabon, also know as the autumn equinox.  If you are interested, check out my other site for ritual, wausaupagansociety.org.

Otherwise have a blessed and bountiful Mabon.

Happy Harvest.

Currently there are approximately 140 nuclear power facilities around the globe.  We are in a time period of increasingly violent storms and earthquakes, that in my opinion are man-made.  Add to the mix these recent stories, one highlighting the role solar flares could play in nuclear holocaust, and the other as to how earthquakes pose the same threat.

http://www.naturalnews.com/033564_solar_flares_nuclear_power_plants.html

http://www.naturalnews.com/033630_earthquakes_nuclear_power.html

I have sat here and wondered what if anything I could do about it, and well I encourage all of you to cut and paste these articles, or your own message, on to an email and send it to all of your representatives.  The emails for Wausau/Wisconsin representatives is at bottom.  It is time we demanded these monumentally ineffecient, horrendously dangerous and dirty abominations get shut down.  Before they kill us all.

https://duffy.house.gov/contact-me/email-me

Sen.Galloway@legis.wisconsin.gov

Rep.Seidel@legis.wisconsin.gov

http://ronjohnson.senate.gov/public/index.cfm/contact

http://kohl.senate.gov/contact.cfm

Some of these guys dont have public emails, but rather contact forms so just paste it into your browser.

We the people do have a voice, we do have a right to not be poisoned, and it is high time we stood up and exercised that right.

Also for all you Wisconsin residents, check out nukewatch wisconsin’s page at http://www.nukewatchinfo.org/

There are two reactors in Wisconsin that I know of, both at Point Beach on Lake Michigan.  Below is a link to an article Nukewatch just did in regards to those reactors.

At Point Beach, Wisconsin, & Elsewhere, Plans to Rev-up Rickety Reactors

http://www.wausaudailyherald.com/article/20110807/WDH0101/108070348&located=rss?odyssey=obinsite

I certainly have a fight on my hands, as anyone who has been keeping up with me for the last few months knows.  I still stand by my original summation of what i am facing legally, it is an attempt to permanently shut up the truth I speak, and who is behind it?  I put my money on the Wausau Chamber of Commerce.

Exhibit A

http://www.wausauchamber.com/mx/hm.asp?id=022010Membermatters#ChamberUpdate

Exhibit B

http://www.naturalnews.com/033490_Facebook_infiltration.html

Take as exhibit C  Cory Tomsyck (and I hope I misspelled your name, dillweed), the owner of IROW and 3rd vice chair of the Republican Party in Marathon County, taking the time to email me a nice “fuck off” went I sent out an email encouraging people to recall governor Walker.  Yeah I tick off the conservatives in this town, and I am proud of it.  I’d say these people should have the decency to not involve my son in this fight but that would preclude that these are decent people.  They arent, as much as they would masquerade as such, no these people care only about money, why do you think they are republicans?

Yes the infernal obsession with money not only has messed with my life (although I may be down, I am certainly not out), but is destroying the world as we know it.  I waited awhile to cover Fukishima and the Gulf Oil Spill, in the vain hopes that maybe the greedy in power might realize that by they’re greed not only are they destroying the planet but destroying themselves.  You’d think that considering they only think of themselves, they’d care about that, but apparently not.  I guess it fits that when you catch that disease, it twists you completely where you cant even sense when your own wellbeing is in danger.

Well in lieu of the media coverage that should be there, I guess it falls to me to get the truth out there.  Fukishima didnt just go away, neither did the gulf oil spill.  To begin with Fukishima did indeed have three reactors completely meltdown.  Chernobyl, which until Fukishima was the worst ever nuclear disaster, only had one reactor meltdown.  At least with Chernobyl the Russians had the sense to build a concrete sarcophagus around the thing to sheild the rest of the world from radiation in the wind.  No apparently TEPCO,  the Japanese company responsible for the Fuikishima plant, have been pumping water in, thereby contaiminating it with radiation, and then pumping it back out, still contaiminated into the ocean.  The reactors are still out in the open, meaning the radiation is blowing in the wind, in addition to contaiminating the water.  Everything in the water and in the air, is contaiminated as well.  Already there has been a 30% hike in infant mortality on the west coast.  Also, the poor people living around this thing have not been properly evacuated.  A 20 mile radius is not enough, not when mountaintops all over the US are registering higher than normal radiation levels.  Indeed in Tokyo, the soil is contaiminated, and Tokyo is about 200 miles south of Fukishima.

I hate to have to face this reality, but it is the truth, and I tell the truth no matter how painful it is.  But it only gets worse I am  afraid.  New oil has been found around the sunken deepwater horizon platform in the gulf.  It is new oil, and it is identical to the oil from the well the deepwater sat over.  It IS BP’s oil, and it has not been degraded at all, which it would be if it were oil left over from last year.  More than likely in all the desperate attempts to plug the abomination, using high pressure, they cracked open fissures in the sea floor, and the oil is leaking out of there.  And according to the experts, there is no way to plug a leak like that.

So between Fukishima and the Gulf, 1/2 of our worlds oceans are now screwed.  For the record, the die offs from last winter still continue, there are regularly radiation leaks from any of the myriad nuclear reactors around the world on a weekly/monthly basis.  We are still using depleted uranium  weapons, and dont be fooled by the fluke earthquake in  DC a week or so ago.  I’ve told you all about HAARP before, doesn’t it seem a little strange there is a weird earthquake and then a few days later a massive hurricane that takes out most of the East Coast?  Just like Fukishima, this was not a natural disaster, it was manmade, and whether it was our government, or someone else has this technology, make no mistake we are in the middle of a war, where the very weather is being used as a weapon.

On the bright side, September 3rd is the beginning of the 9th step in the Mayan calendar, and like an alarm clock going off to make us sit up and take notice to this event, a new supernova appeared in the last week.  It may seem a little strange bringing up what is supposedly a doomsday prophecy, but it is only because the same dweebs who brought you these horrible disasters, are spreading misinformation about this and everything else all over the boob tube.  No, 2012 should be a date to look forward to, and today is the beginning of the final cycle leading up to rebirth on Yule 2012.  It is the awakening of universal conciousness, and for you naysayers sitting there going what the heck is universal conciousness, it is where we become aware of our true position in the universe as a whole.  Where we realize this whole existence truly is a hologram generated by our minds, that what we see and what is actually out there are two different things. Where we realize the possibilities open to us are infinate, that all things are not only interconnected, but different pieces of the same fabric.

Yeah go ahead Wausau Chamber, Tea Partiers, and Republicans.  Try to paint me as some lunatic, obviously the tongue in cheek humor that titles my blog is lost on you.  I am far more profound and strong than you could ever imagine, for my roots are like Yggdrasil’s, and I draw my strength from the very foundation of the universe.  And I look forward to the day your kind are washed away to the hell you created for yourselves.  It can not come soon enough.

Sources:

http://www.naturalnews.com/033481_Fukushima_radiation.html

http://www.naturalnews.com/032670_Fukushima_HAARP.html

http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=va&aid=26211

http://www.naturalnews.com/032048_radiation_milk.html

“Some of the biggest men in the United States, in the field of commerce and manufacture, are afraid of somebody, are afraid of something. They know there is a power somewhere so organized, so subtle, so watchful, so interlocked, so complete, so pervasive that they had better not speak above their breath when they speak in condemnation of it.” (President Woodrow Wilson)

“The spirit of God brought into continuous expression the dual principle of life and death by “containing” it in an infinite array of cosmic manifestations. This creation is a perpetual process by means of which the Cosmic principle is eternally brought into realization. Through this initial manifestation the first nine archetypes of existence came into being. The creation was dual, for in the process of creating the external universe, the Cosmic principle brought Itself into manifestation. The Divine fertilizing agent projected in continuity the dual principle of life and death into the cosmic womb, and started the gestation process which brought forth the spiritual essence of the created universe. The Manifested Cosmic principle was then surrounded by continuous existence. The essence of spirit was fertilized and expressed in universal manifestation through the cosmic copulation between the male and female Cosmic principles. This brought forth the Creation of the Physical Universe in the form of a vast explosion of light”

What you just read, is the original text of Genesis.  What many people do not know, is that the Bible’s version comes from something called the vulgate, and the vulgate comes from the septuagint, the original Greek translation of the book of Genesis.  The septuagint arose, as a result of Ptolemy, one of the rulers of Egypt of Greek descent, the result of Alexander the Great conquering Egypt.  Ptolemy wanted to better understand the Jews living under his juristiction, so he requested that the Essenes, the only group of Jewish scholars who not only spoke/wrote Hebrew, but Greek as well, translate a copy of their holy books for him.  The Essenes being the aesthetics that they were, did not like the idea of a decadent pagan emperor being let in on the innermost secrets of the Hebrew faith, and so they watered down their translation of it.  That is the septuagint, and everything descended from it, including the book of Genesis in the Bible, a watered down version of the Truth.

Dont get me wrong, I am not Bible bashing, nor am I Christianity bashing, quite the contrary, it is out of a deep respect for God and all people of faith that I write what I write, because there is a truth lost in the watering down of Genesis that needs to be understood.  Not only is God male and female, but it is through their cosmic copulation, that all of Creation was brought into existence.

So fast forward to the present.  We are saddled with a Church that not only has a watered down copy of the truth, and a severely edited copy I might add as well, but it is a Church that also demonizes sexuality as well.  Outside of marriage it is a sin, within marriage it is only for procreation, any non-missionary style congress is viewed as an abomination.  But tell me, where is the scriptural basis for these taboos?  Jesus never said anything about it, not that I would trust as the scriptures have severely edited by the Church, neither does the old testament either, with the exception of the story of Onan, the masturbator.  In fact if one reads up on their old testament Bible, and reads the stories of Abraham, indeed taking a wife involved little more than bedding the woman of your choice.  It was a simple natural thing, that once you found the one you liked, you just stayed with them.  No where is there anything about sex is a sin (with the obvious exception of adultery which yes, is wrong).

You may think it kind of odd to bring all this up, but I really think people’s stunted sexuality is one of the biggest problems in society today.  It is an issue near and dear to me right now because I have been  singled out for being a single mother, by the religious wrong in this town, because they view me as sinful.  They’ll never admit it, because we are supposed to live in a country where all faiths and creeds are tolerated and them using their government jobs to enforce a particular ideology would be unconstitutional.  But it is true, not only is their the environmental and social justice work I have done in this town, but there is the other half of my work as a shamanistic/druidic minister.  I dared to walk into their little church club, NAOMI, and asked to be treated as an equal.  We were all fighting on the same side, but it didnt matter, because what I represented would undermine their power as the establishment in this town.  They were afriad of me, and I called them on it, and I angered them by saying that like Jesus I understood persecution, and like Jesus I came to afflict the comfortable, and comfort the afflicted.  Fighting words I know, but I know the truth of the Church, for long before I was a pagan, I was a devout Catholic.

When I say devout, I carried a rosary, prayed everyday, fasted and went to mass daily.  It is very disconcerting to them that one of their most faithful, and some of them do remember me, could go from being a exemplary member of the Church, to what they view as the opposite end of the spectrum, a witch.  But the Church hasnt told you something, and the ministers know it and would love to see me shut up at all costs to keep it hidden.  I was a very devout Christian, and out of that devotion I wanted to better understand my faith, its roots.

Most people know about the inquisition, but what many do not realize is that the Church did heinous acts long before and long after that dark period.  Forcibly converting people from their pagan roots, on pain of death.  Rounding up entire villages, locking them within the city gates and burning it to the ground, women and children  for the crime of “heresy”.  Heresy involving speaking the truth that before the Church, there was another branch of Chrisitianity, the Gnostics.  That maybe Jesus wouldnt like a Church supposedly in his name that spend its time obsessing about money and power, when he had so vehemently spoken out against it during his lifetime.  That maybe the Church being seated in the very town and group of people that crucified him, not the Jews, the Romans, might have been a fundamental and fatal corruption.

But it goes on.  The reason the Church demonizes people like me, a witch is not because I am in league with the devil, I assure you I am not, the devil is a Christian diety conjured up to scare the faithful into submission, just like hell is, and if the demon man with a pitchfork and flames really does exist, why the hell does God in his infinate Love and wisdom allow him to torment us, wouldnt that make God an accessory to his crimes?  Oooh, I know I’m covering all the inflammatory bases today.  No the truth is that evil exists because man creates it with all of his corruption and oppression.  The negative energy collects and becomes concious, and the demons that are born of our true sins do what all demons do, they try to inflict the pain and suffering on others, that was done to them, and created them.  So why does God allow evil in the world, because like any good parent He wont let us get away with our own bologna.  Why should He?  We created it, we learn nothing if He just wipes the slate clean.

The church hates people like me because we really do have a power.  A power that they do not.  There is power in faith, dont get me wrong, but what I represent would undermine all of the Church’s power and influence, and as a result money.  Why?  Because being as devout as I was, (and still am I might add, this is not a case of the best and brightest being corrupted I assure you) God showed me something.  He/She showed me that each and every one of us have the power of God within us, and we can change anything, ANYTHING, if we know the words to speak, and we believe in ourselves and God.  Not exactly the disempowering message of the Church that keeps people cowering in mansions of wood and stone now is it?

No it is the gravest sin of all that black robed priests have hidden the true nature of the Universe, of God and of sex from us for all these years.  The universe reacts to what you believe, theoretical physics has even discovered this.  Literally if you believe something enough, you will it into reality.  The universe is syncronistic, God is speaking to us everyday in the seemingly random coincidences that occur in our everyday life.  They arent random people.  Angels are all around us, balls of light that can only be seen by those whose eyes are not clouded by hate and fear.  beings who can be seen by the pure of heart, and for the record, I see them everyday.

God is a sum total of our energies, and yes the sum is greater than it’s constituent parts.  So like us, God is light, and God is dark.  We get what we give and if you only give bad things, and are consumed by vices, we’ll God is going to give you, what you gave Him.  Sex is empowering.  I have already discussed sexual alchemy in previous posts, but the long and short of it is that there is magic released during the act of love, magic I might add our world is in sore need of.   And do not think I am letting the protestants off the hook either, they preach the same message that sex is a sin, and none of the Christian Churches have the balls to comeoout and say that the wedding at Canaan was indeed Jesus’s wedding, to Mary Magdalene, a priestess in the temple of Isis, and for it she was slandered as a whore.

The church has taught people to supress and stunt our most basic nature, and as a result like anything that is forced into the shadows it becomes demonic, the tormentor.  So what results is that our natural desires come out whether we want them to or not, and you have the rapists and child molesters as a result.  And it is no coincidence that the Church harbors a whole flock of pedophiles.  It is cosmic justice, for what they suppressed, is it cosmic justice for their perversion of the sacred message of Jesus and JHVH, and using it as a tool to gain power and priveledge, and as a result there are more people drawn to the church for status, then there are for faith.

The damage of stunted sexuality goes even deeper though I’m afraid.  For as it becomes demonic and tormenting, people begin to hate themselves.  They begin to hate things that express their sexuality freely, like animals and nature.  And thus the wild things become dangerous things, that need to be conquered and subdued at all cost.  Wild and free things like me too.  Yes, the reason our world is getting trashed, is as simple as we hate ourselves and our sexuality.  The churches sins go very VERY deep.

The Law, is Love.

A few more poignant quotes:

I have examined all the known superstitions of the world, and I do not find in our particular superstition of Christianity one redeeming feature. They are all alike founded on fables and mythology. Millions of innocent men, women and children, since the introduction of Christianity, have been burnt, tortured, fined and imprisoned. What has been the effect of this coercion? To make one-half the world fools and the other half hypocrites; to support roguery and error all over the earth. (Thomas Jefferson)

The clergy converted the simple teachings of Jesus into an engine for enslaving mankind and adulterated by artificial constructions into a contrivance to filch wealth and power to them-selves. ..these clergy, in fact, constitute the real Anti-Christ. (Thomas Jefferson)

What influence in fact have Christian ecclesiastical establishments had on civil society? In many instances they have been upholding the thrones of political tyranny. In no instance have they been seen as the guardians of the liberties of the people. Rulers who wished to sub-vert the public liberty have found in the clergy convenient auxiliaries. A just government, instituted to secure and perpetuate liberty, does not need the clergy. (President James Madison)

My most recent case of TMI came when i was in the garden with my partner, and he was telling about how warfare has evolved to the point of where to a great extent troops are no longer needed.  It has turned into a video game, where someone sits in their home half a world away, while unmanned drones bomb people in Afghanistan back to the stone age.   I already knew about the drones, I’ve known that for a while, just like I know about robotic insects for surviellance and project Echelon computing the threat of this missive, along with every other digital missive and conversation on the planet, in massive super computers and satellites.

What was so disturbing to me was that for the people doing the killing with these drones, it is literally just a video game.  Furthermore, in a society were human numbers no longer win the world, but rather remote technology, masses of people serve no more function to those whose interests are greed and plutocracy.  How these people can live with themselves is beyond me, but it lead me down a line of thought that about a day later crystalized into something really profound and serious.  See it is soon after I made the comment that i really wish I knew how the Nazis were able to rise the way they were.  As someone who is 1/2 German, and 1/4 Jewish, the atrocities of the third reich are very much a part of my conciousness, as that to great extent is what people think when you mention your German, whether its concious or not.  The winds of change must have heard my question posed in earnest because it wasnt too much later that a very well done show was on television, about the rise of the third reich, the ten years before Hitler invaded anyone.

As I watched it because clear to me how it could have happpened.  Ten years before WWII, Hitler had in place eugenics programs.  They encouraged Aryan women to have as many children as possible, and forcibly sterilized non-Aryan women.  Furthermore young boys were in the Hitler Youth program, and it was one of those things that it was the cool thing to do.  It was a lot like boy scouts, but unlike boy scouts, they would allow the boys kind of fight clubs.  They encouraged the natural aggression of males, and would preside over violence deliberately calculated to change the social conditioning of boys, so that violence and atrocity were acceptable.  Children would rebel against their parents to be in this, and Hitler Youth brainwashed fanatical loyalty to the Fuhrer.  So ten years before stuff ever went down, they were already breeding the future soldiers, fanatical soldiers who would do anything in the name of Hitler.

Fast forward 50 years.  Violent video games are everywhere, and despite the protests of mothers everywhere, it is still not to hard for a young boy to get Duke Nukem or Resident Evil or Splinter Cell, or whatever the newest combat orientated video game is.  When i was a kid (hold on while I date myself here:) ) I had intellivision, and not only could you shoot aliens, but you also had puzzle games, dungeons and dragons, pitfall, games where violence was not the center attraction, but rather problem-solving.  I still think wistfully of the “good ole days” of video gaming, because with the exception of games like guitar hero and the myriad fitness games on Wii, violence and combat are the emphasis for the games these days.  I mean really how many first person shooters can one society stand?  Apparently a lot.

For years I have lamented the failure to lauch of men my own age.  Finding a real man in this town was very difficult.  I got lucky and finally did, but I spent years competing with video games, with multiple ex’s.  I mean its really bad when I cant even go for a walk because my other half refuses to shut of Splinter Cell, and is so into it half the time he doesnt even hear me.  And I am apparently an attractive women, yet I still had this problem for years.  Indeed it is my generation who goes to office jobs which resemble daycare more than they do places of work, I’ve even heard stories about parents getting progress reports on their children’s, their adult children’s, work performance.

Sit there and think about it for a second.  I’ve railed for years about how TV is subversive to parental authority, holding up toys and crap and subconciously telling kids that if their parents wont buy it for them, well maybe they shouldnt listen to their parents, and really then society wonders why a teenager can kill his parents, stuff them in a closet and then have a house party like nothing happened.  How do you think it happens, by kids getting subliminal messages constantly about how the commercialist society is all that is cool, putting the thought in their heads that anyone who stands in the way of them getting their newest toy, is a threat to their social standing, and then byy inference their well-being and very identity.  Really.

Add to this the techniques in parental discipline espoused these days.  First there is the reward system that teaches children to do things not because it is right or that they should just be doing, but rather because they are going to get something out of it.  If one really stops to think what this is teaching children, it is not good behavior although it masquerades as that, but rather to do things for a material reward.  It is actually morally corrupting to a child.  And anyone who has tried to wean their child off the reward system knows in the long run it back-fires, cause then the kids really wont do anything.  Plain and simple, the reward system is bribery, morally rotting bribery.

One of the other popular techniques is medicating problem children.  Now you all know, if you have read any of my blog, that I am vehemently opposed to the psychiatric drugging of children, for ADHD or anything else for that mattter, but here’s one more nail in the coffin for you.  In behavior modification experiments done by the military, in MKULTRA, drugs are used simultaneously with mental programming such as through a TV or even a video game, because the supposed “high” is associated with whatever visual stimulation is provided, resulting in Pavlovian conditioning that when put to nefarious purposes can give people a high from killing their fellow man.  It is all in the conditioning.

So for the last thirty years, we have sat our children in front of the TV, while some of them are medicated, with powerful psychotropic drugs, all the while the commercials are doing their subliminal message magic as they advertise the lastest “cool” violent video games.  These kids seek out these games because its been put in their head that it is what is cool, and so they sit in front of that, still while on their mind-altering drugs, for hours at a crack.  When they start misbehaving you cant physically discipline them, but rather are encouraged by state automatons who couldn’t think for themselves and connect the dots to save themselves, instead you are suppposed to bribe their good behavior, further morally corrupting them past the point of where they already were with the drugs, the violence and the subliminal messages.

Enter the defense department, 50% of the federal budget, the future of warfare and I dont know about you but I am starting to see this is what they want.  They want kids to grow up and have no scruples about killing people on a video game, because they is how they plan to have total hegemonic dominion and the Bilderbergers get their one world government.  Hell these children have been raised to respond to material rewards as a means to compliance so it no longer becomes a question of finding people willing to commit murder like its a game, but rather how much to pay them to get them on board.  Hitler Youth anyone?

Fifty percent of our budget, our budget that is about to default or worse has gone to the pentagon, for wars and for sick research projects such as MKULTRA, or genetic tampering creating things like the Mauntauk monster on Plum Island.  Hell our tax money is funding the use of depleted uranium weapons in Afghanistan, Libya, Iraq.  Children over there are now being orn with serious neurological defects, and by that I mean being born with out a brain, or without eyes.  Yet we still have people believeing our war is justified.  As we bankrupt the nation, poison the world, commit atrocities that at the very least are as bad as what the Nazi’s did, this morally bankrupt society of ours cant put two and two together.  When fascism comes to America, it will be wrapped in a flag and carrying a cross.

Debts incurred in the manner in which our national debt has grown are something called odious debt.  A debt contract between two entities, be they sovreign countries or people, where one entity went in knowingly, under false pretenses and mislead the other, the debtor for the purpose of totalitarianism or other predatory causes, is a debt that does not have to be repaid.  It is a legal term, wtih legal precidents to boot.  Sound familiar.  We as a people were lied to about Sept 11, we were lied to about weapons of mass destruction in Iraq, we were put into debt intentionally by malicious corporate entities who sought to profit from death.   The tragedy of Sept 11 was used as  a ruse to dupe us into accepting our freedoms being taken away by the treasonous Patriot Act (and you should take it as a wake up call that they voted to extend it).  This whole time we have been lied to, lied to and our money stolen and used to commit henioous acts in our name. Legally, if someone takes me up on the Odious debt case, we the people do not owe that money, no Halliburton, Boeing, Lockheed Martin, the Oil companies Bush and Co, they owe the money, for they were the ones who went into the debt agreement knowingly misleading us.  Take that for your legal precedent US Department of Justice.  That would be something worthwhile, as opposed to the other crap you pass off as law and use to allow the president to do whatever.

I should be fair though.  It is not the previous administration who began the road we are well on our way on, these plans have been in place for years. 50 years to be exact, ever since we gave Nazis asylum in exchange for their scientific knowledge.  Just like the vaccines, “science” discovered by incalculable atrocity done to the jews.  Such knowledge is cursed because of what was done to attain it.  Is it any wonder we are where we are now?

Im not anti-authoritarian out of a lack of respect, but because those in power have done nothing to earn it.

A little known fun fact about me, I am born on the Fourth of July, and no joke I have an Uncle Sam, he lives in Texas, he’s a lawyer.  Maybe it has been an unconcious thing in me since day one, but I have always had a defiant personality.  I have never accepted the authority of those who do not deserve it, who intimidate others into submission not by a position of right and truth, but by greed and vanity.  It was a long road for me through out school and my early adulthood.  You see I was defiant even to my own mother, who due to good reason at the time lied to me, but for it I was labelled a troubled kid, put on meds and barely made it out of the whole experience alive.  I love my mum, and God forgive for the hell I put her through, but you see we are all made the way we are for a reason.  As much as I traumatized my mother with my willfulness, that same spirit of defiance in the face of abuse of power, when put to the proper ends is very much an asset, especially in times like these.

Nikola Tesla was born during an electrical storm, and he went on to be the father of electricity.  I was born on Independence Day, with enough fight in me to get me in plenty of trouble with the powers that be:)  We are all born into the circumstances we were for a reason, and the more I walk the path it would seem has been laid out for me, the more I realize it is my life purpose to fight the battles the founding fathers of this country fought for us so we might be free.

So as I sit facing the charges so graciously depositing on me by WPD and social services, know that I hope they realize the battle they just started.  By law what I did in spanking my child was not illegal, but yet I was arrested and thrown in jail none the less, on felony charges.  I am not alone, and I know it.  Social Services and the police do target single mothers, because well as far as I can see, they think that they wont fight back, and they can force us into the system, to justify their jobs, to force medication down the throats of babies, to prevent anyone from raising a moral human being who might have the fiber to stand up and be different as an adult.  They want weaklings with no concious, because guess what, they grow up to be dependent on the system then too, or at the very least part of the herd, and as a result no threat to the establishment.  Breed sheeple, not independent thinkers.  Thats the reason school funding gets cut, and private contractor are hired to educate and test kids, because they the corporations rewrite history to their advantage, they can brainwash the kids early.  Dont believe me, oil and gas companies are already working with textbook publishers.

Hell one of the first things they teach kids in Kindergarten is not only about drugs (through the farsical DARE program), but to rat out their own parents for spanking.  They are evil when they will encourage a child to betray his own family.  If it were abuse then fine, but not when it is spanking a child who did more than enough to deserve it.  No that is just subverting parental authority, and putting the system as a child’s primary role model, as opposed to the parent.  Before all this happened I was cornered by my child’s teacher, trying to make me medicate my son at 6.  This after they continued to feed my child sugar against my wishes.  Not only does that make him hyper, but they are bribing him with sweets, and make me look like the bad guy when I take it away.  I must hand it to them, they are very good at what they do, but then again, so am I.  You better make sure you put me away, because if you dont, I will sue the shit out of every last one of you, social services, the city of Wausau, the Wausau School District.  You dont mess with mama and her baby, and well by taking him away, I have nothing left to lose.   There is nothing more dangerous than a woman with nothing left to lose.  I would say I hope you all thought about that before you picked this fight, but that would preclude the fact you actually think, which I already know to be false.

It also has to do with money, as Social Services is funded based on the work they do.  The more clients they serve, forcibly or not, the more money they get.  Social services was founded during the industrial revolution in Britian, to in essence to keep the populus from revolting due to the squalid and dangerous conditions that were the inevitable by products of treating humans like numbers, as opposed to people.  Look, I dont want food stamps, I dont want government healthcare, forcing me to be dependent on the medical system that is the problem.  I dont want my fourth amendment rights violated by social workers showing up at my house unannounced and being given the right to search it by who?  Not a warrant, no somewhere, somehow it became acceptable to strip so-called child abusers of their constitutional rights.  And that is just it, the definition of child abuse in this state is great bodily harm, but yet they file chips orders on anyone who dares to discipline their children or refuse dangerous ADHD medication.

I know I have been brought to this for a reason.  I won the war for the environment in this town, the yuppie scum may have taken away my own movement from me, but as long as they continue to carry the torch, I can walk away content.  But there is plenty of work left to do, and well this is where the Universe is leading me now.   I welcome social services to force me into their system, for I will meld with them like a husband melds to his wife, and the intergrity of this heart will prevail, because unlike them, I know why I am here, I know I am right, I have strength no one can break, and I say that not bragging, I say that cause it’s the truth, and I have been tested time and time again, and I am the one still left standing.  People who have never been tested, who are just doing their job, are no match for someone whose heart is on fire with the light of Truth.  I smile to myself as I talk with these women who have big rocks on their fingers, and drive nice cars, and who are members of the herd.  They cant think for themselves, they are no match for me.  These self-appointed saviors of children, who will rip a child from his mother for little or no reason, probably never stopped to think how many African children died in the diamond mines to bring them that rock that sits on their finger, or how many children’s lungs are stunted from all the exhaust of their pretty little cars.  Hypocritical liars, every last one of them.  And I do not take back those words until I am proven wrong.

We’ll see who really cares about children, we’ll see who is left standing when all the smoke has cleared.  This humble heart doesnt presume it will be me, and for that very reason, it is all the more likely it will be me.  I am not the self-righteous, and I am not the vain.  I am born on the fourth of July, I have watched the fireworks on my birthday since my mother held me in her arms overlooking the harbor in New Jersey the day I was born.  And I get what those explosions celebrate, it isnt about pretty colors and BBQ, its about the sacrifice and violence this country was founded in, a battle fought so that people might govern themselves.  And as I watch the fireworks this year, I swear to you, as I swear to myself I will fight to the death for those principles.